My sweet friend's husband passed away this last
Monday from brain cancer.
Today was the celebration of his life and I am a different person having viewed
their journey of the last year and most especially, from watching them today.
I am working to process my thoughts on everything and it will take a while, as they are
deep and profound. All I know is how thankful I am for watching the faith and grace
and humor and love this family displayed throughout the last long while. I want to do
better and be better. And have been praying constantly since I drove away from
the cemetery that the Lord would tell me what He needs me to do to change.
I don't want to be the same person I was before I watched Rebecca and Tyler
and their children trust in the gospel and the plan of salvation in the way
they have. I want to be like Tyler and figure out what God is asking me
and then move forward saying with confidence, "I'm not afraid."
Because there is actually very little that matters in life.
But what matters, matters a lot.
Today was the celebration of his life and I am a different person having viewed
their journey of the last year and most especially, from watching them today.
I am working to process my thoughts on everything and it will take a while, as they are
deep and profound. All I know is how thankful I am for watching the faith and grace
and humor and love this family displayed throughout the last long while. I want to do
better and be better. And have been praying constantly since I drove away from
the cemetery that the Lord would tell me what He needs me to do to change.
I don't want to be the same person I was before I watched Rebecca and Tyler
and their children trust in the gospel and the plan of salvation in the way
they have. I want to be like Tyler and figure out what God is asking me
and then move forward saying with confidence, "I'm not afraid."
Because there is actually very little that matters in life.
But what matters, matters a lot.









































