Thursday, March 17, 2022
Monday, March 14, 2022
A field trip with our Nate
and the best to be around. I love watching him with his friends and especially admire his kindness,
gratitude, energy and how he's always watching out for others. I just really love being Nate Allen's mom.
Saturday, March 12, 2022
Thursday, March 10, 2022
Tuesday, March 8, 2022
Soccer tournaments, crazy weather and amazing boys
picture of my boy that I took right before we left the house tonight.
Because I love this photo a lot. And also as a reminder of Saturday evening.
When Ben and the soccer team he won the President’s Cup with a few weeks ago were
supposed to be presented at halftime of the Real Salt Lake game. But that was before
the craziest weather blew in and the game was delayed by more than two hours.
It was actually a hilarious experience (the cold and hail and lightning and finding
cover and figuring out where Ben was because they had already taken the boys down
by the field to be ready) and while I was so sad not to see our boy and his teammates out
on the green, it was still fun to all be together and laugh and experience the crazy together.
Sure love this incredible boy and his amazing self. He’s something else our Benjamin.
Monday, March 7, 2022
Called to serve her King
No words for how deeply God’s incredible kindness touches my heart.
Sunday, March 6, 2022
Happiest Birthday Love!
He’s
everything that is happy and light and kind and handsome and athletic
and brilliant.
With a heaping side of meekness and humility and hilarity
and just plain goodness to the
core. And the fact that my Father in
Heaven let me be his wife and let our kids have him
for their dad is
just the most amazing blessing of mortality, I can’t get over it. I’m
just so
thankful Jacob Allen was born today. He’s such a gift to the
world. And especially to me.
Oh my word, he’s my favorite. And I love
him a lot. As in a whole lot.
Friday, March 4, 2022
This is my sacred duty
Thursday, March 3, 2022
Pure joy
It’s been a long wait to cash in on one of her Christmas gifts, but this little love finally made it to
than the actual show. But take a look at that top photo on the right and see if you can really blame me.
Tuesday, March 1, 2022
Standing with Ukraine
As I was leaving, I took the picture you see here and it is without a doubt, my favorite of the day.
I love the state of Utah for this show of support that I witnessed today. I think about the horror that
is happening in Ukraine dozens of times a day and don't know how to convey how deeply it has broken
my heart. So today I was grateful for this reminder of love and light and goodness and hope. I'm just
praying constantly for hearts to be softened and for this nightmare to end as soon as possible.
Wednesday, February 23, 2022
Sunday, February 20, 2022
A weekend in St. George for these four
the two youngest along, to give me some time to breathe. I was especially thankful
because I found out I had strep throat while they were away and so appreciated the
time to rest and heal. I'm so grateful for Jacob and who he chooses to be. In general,
but especially as a dad and husband. Sure love these four adventurers a whole lot.
Thursday, February 17, 2022
Campaign brunches and fake photographers
What I wasn't expecting was the Park City country club event coordinator to approach me at the end to see if she could hire me for some future events put on by their business.
What I wanted to tell her after laughing out loud, "Oh ma'am I am so not a professional photographer. And while I am beyond flattered, I think that having six children, a husband who travels for work, going back to college to earn an additional degree, handling the books for a friend's successful horseback riding business, running a sporadic organization blog and IG, recently agreeing to be the Director of Volunteers for Ally Isom’s campaign (while also apparently taking pictures, putting together slideshows and creating template invites for her events) and occasionally putting dinner on the table for my family is going to have to be my limit. But did I mention I was flattered?"
What I said instead after a more dignified smile, "Oh, I'm certainly not a professional photographer, but thanks for thinking that I might be."
Which only resulted in her making me promise to send the link to the photos I took today, so she could decide for herself.
I should have gone with my first reaction.
Wednesday, February 16, 2022
Six months
yesterday, celebrated six months on a mission today and has her mother's heart now and forever.
Tuesday, February 15, 2022
Sun Valley ski trip...again
a weekend trip to Sun Valley with friends. It's kind of the best I hear. Sure looks like it.
Monday, February 14, 2022
Siempre, siempre, siempre
Just a few days ago, right after she wasn't able to fly to Uruguay as initially planned,
she wrote the following in her weekly email. And I can't quit thinking about it.
"As for a spiritual thought, I've had a ton of people ask me if I'm okay, which has made me think.
Because of course I'm okay! Some people never get to their original assignments, some people have
to wait more than a year. Some people have like, I dunno, actual hard things in life. And if the Lord
needed me to be spending this week in Uruguay, I'd be there. Of course I'm a little sad, mostly because
I was literally traveling to summer and I had to come back and put a coat on, BUT the song "I'll go
where you want me to go" has never hit so hard as this week. That song is a banger. Because if I'm still
here, there has got to be a reason for it, someone's life I need to touch. So I might as well reach out to
every single person I can this week. I guess in short, my spiritual thought is that everything happens for
a reason. God is in control. And not the whip snapping drill sargeant kind of control, the fatherly parent
kind of control. The one where He gives you everything He possibly can in order for you to succeed.
The kind of control where sometimes you don't learn everything, because that thing could be too hard
or too heavy or you just don't need to know it right now. The kind of control where you are given gifts
because you worked for them, and gifts just because He loves you. The kind of control that you can
lean on and put your trust in, siempre siempre siempre. Because no matter how faithful you are to Him,
He always is faithful to you. He's always been pretty dang faithful to me, so why would I doubt Him now?"
Her goodness and light and testimony just overwhelm me.
How I love our missionary girl. Siempre, siempre, siempre.
Sunday, February 13, 2022
Sweethearts Dance
She’s honestly amazing in every way. Just like my Matthew. I’m so, so grateful he’s ours.
Saturday, February 12, 2022
This darling girl
Dinner out, pedicures and finally a new Xbox game she had asked me about several
weeks ago. It’s literally a game where you unpack boxes and organize the items in
different rooms throughout your house. And if that last picture is any indication, she
kind of loves it a lot. Good grief, raising mini Linn is quite an adventure. Love her so.
Friday, February 11, 2022
A truly wonderful day
I’ve
spent the entire day just so happy and excited for her, that she was
finally going to be able
to go to Uruguay. It just felt like the best
news. And then tonight, as her final flight took off for
Montevideo, I
was unexpectedly overwhelmed with emotion. I just started to cry and
couldn’t stop.
It made no sense to me. Until I realized that it
felt like she was leaving us again.
I already miss her enough, having
her even further away just felt hard in that moment.
But then an understanding friend validated my feelings and
I guess that’s all I needed. The happiness and excitement came back.
Six
more hours and my darling girl is officially a missionary in Uruguay.
I’m so proud of her. Even if my mother’s heart is having a hard time
with the fact
that this picture was definitely taken about three weeks
ago. Four at the most.
My amazing Annie.
My Hermana Allen.
My baby girl.
Wednesday, February 9, 2022
One amazing boy...and his incredible dad
On this
particular morning, after our Nate had been out there about 10 or 15
minutes, I looked out back and saw that his sweet dad, who was on a call
that he just needed to listen to, stepped outside to take some time
with his boy.
Love these two like crazy. So grateful for Jacob
and the amazing dad he chooses to be. And for my Nathan and his
incredible heart and powerful drive.
Even if it causes him to wear shorts outside when the weather is approximately 21°.
Good gravy.
Monday, February 7, 2022
Ben's special day
yesterday. It meant so much to have my dad and Jacob’s parents there. And for Campbell
to come from Provo. I’m so grateful for Jacob and the beautiful words he shared with
our boy during the ordination. And for Ben and his amazing, kind, good, worthy heart.
That last picture of my three oldest boys. I couldn’t love it more. Or them
more. An elder, a priest and a teacher. So unique, so individual, so exactly
how I would want each of them to be. I’m so honored to be their mom.
It was just a really wonderful morning. I’m so very blessed.